Have you ever spent time faking a smile while inside you were broken. I mean really broken, heart shattered, mind shattered with whatever did the shattering. This could be a child, health, relationships, you name it. You don’t know how you can become whole again. To avoid talking about this, you put on the happy face. But to those that know you, they see the happy doesn’t reach your eyes. They can see that you are hurting. Those that don’t know you, take your smile as you are fine and go about their business.
Sometimes with those people, I just want to bonk them over the head and yell “See Me!!!” I’m hurting!!
How many times have you felt that way?
Thankfully God sees me! Sees my brokenness. Sees my heartache. He sees I am struggling. I just want to climb up in His lap and cuddle.