Sometimes I feel like this. So many corridors in my brain that I find myself wandering around looking for the right door. I could camp out in the different sections of my brain and get lost in the thought or quickly pass a section so I don’t have to relive it.
Are there things in your brain that you don’t want to relive? I can only remember snippits of my life that I wouldn’t want to go back to. Then there are parts of my life I would love to remember, and they elude me.
I feel like a leafless tree with many branches standing with the fog floating heavily around me.
Then again, I could just be plain tired as it is now 11pm and I’m sitting here typing and not lying in bed trying to sleep.
I hate when I can feel the insomnia starting. I’m hoping it doesn’t, but with the upcoming move, I get all crazed with anticipation, especially since I haven’t even started to do the necessary preliminary stuff to move (utitilies, post office, etc.)
Well, I guess I will try again to close these eyes and see if Mr. Sandman will bring me a nice dream and not a nightmare.
I know exactly how you feel. It’s always easier for me to remember the mistakes I’ve made or the times I’ve made a fool of myself, harder to remember the moments I should be proud of or happy to remember. Don’t know why, exactly…
Comment by geekhiker — July 6, 2009 @ 8:17 pm
so true – I wish there was a way to recatalog the brain memories.
Comment by dobegil — July 8, 2009 @ 5:55 am